Unanswered questions

 September 2021,I started work at Johannesburg,I  was in a learnership for 3 months.While at work,I met a handsome,quiet young man.We were so close and that's when we hit off..it was beautiful,we walked together,we were happy,so I thought....I was staying far from work,he was just 30 minutes away,I remember how we would walk to bree together from work,there was a certain spot we loved,it was our spot,our conversations,deep conversations were had in that spot,the promises we made to each other and the smoothing kisses were had there.For me,it was pure,he was my boyfriend,and moreover my best friend.I thought we were in love,we were inseparable.The first time I searched for a place to stay,he was there and the first time I moved to my place,he was there..I can't remember the number of times he was there for me..oh, what a wonderful man he was to me.

But my lover suddenly changed,I also changed,we changed..we fought,we didn't agree,there was something about the change in our relationship,but it was still pure,oh so I thought.In January,days after we reunited,he told me that he cannot be with me,it was from he was not ready,to he cheated on me.i begged,oh God I begged because I was not ready for my love to leave me.I was excited to start a new year with him,my whole year started on a bad note.My love,my heart has left me.........